November 30, 2017 . 0 Comment(s) .
We all change in life. It's how life manages to go on. That change can either be for the worse or the better. The problem is figuring out just exactly which is which. Assumptions can lead to it turning into a change for the worse and ignoring it can make it go either way. But I have seen both.
Now even though I have seen both good and bad changes, I still have a hard time deciphering what is what. And it certainly has been proven to me that both can be portrayed in the same person, in the same lifetime. This may often happen multiple times and ironically, it gets all the more difficult to assess the purity each time.
I have seen the best in people and the worst in people. But some are a whole other story. A story packed with overrated "bipolarness". Not necessarily major modification.
I feel as though change is almost deliberate. Not the kind in which you develop physical form, unless of course, you take into account the increase in beauty and/or weight, which can be voluntary. But, for lack of better words, change in characteristics is most definitely, as I said before, intended or done by the conscious mind. I guess I would say it comes from the deep, dark corners of the mind and heart where one feels insecurities and hopes and jealousy and the urge and pressure to live up to some name.
You see, I believe you can change yourself. And you can do it too – anyone can. I've noticed that however you change; for the good or the bad – it is because some part of you wants this. Some part of you is striving to be this way. So naturally, you change.
Take a personality traits of yours, for instance. You weren't always that way, were you? Even if you can't remember what exactly; something inspired you and triggered a persist to be that way somewhere in your body. It's almost as if when you're born, your mind is completely blank and open to new ideas and as you mature, you seek to be everything you grow to be. That is the majority of the time for the better.
But someone is always going to see good changes as bad and someone is always going to see your bad changes as good. Therefore, there is really no telling what is what. There is really no classification and no real balance or difference between good and evil.
Change is just alter in who you are. However, this is not bad because who you are needs to change in order for you to be happy with yourself. And even though it may not seem like it, you've change because you decided to. And these decisions do not always come from the conscious mind, so you might not believe that you wanted yourself to change like this. But the way I see it, you can change yourself back and in any other way you wish.
Because change is just repairs of the soul.